Monday, February 2, 2015

It's been year i've blog,
it's been 3 years and i'm 22nd already ;3
Wanna know how i celebrate my birthday? i celebrate with my bed T.T
i've wanted to go out with my love ones and yet it's screw up.
well, it's been awhile too, hi mummy, how are you?
have you miss me? i know you've visited me since i've move to other place, but you know i always wanted to speak out everything in my heart, and no one seems to wanna listen what i rant.
when you were here, you hear me rant and cry, hug me and wipe away my tears.
now i've regret what i've done, i know i'm being rebellious, smoke behind you, scold you.
but everything have over, it's been 3 years plus, daddy's birthday is on the way after that it's yours
my birthday i wanted to have steamboat, you remember? you used to make steamboat for me?
you called my close friends come up and celebrate with me, everything welled plan ):
this year, i thought everything is well plan but, nah. nobody actually plan, just only have dinner/supper.
daddy actually forgets my birthday, need remind then he'll remember...
but i'm happy that Dajie and LaLa plan well for the supper belated birthday (:
we talk about past, talk about everything that what we do and i'm being the only 1 being so rebellious inside 29th's sisters. i'm the only 1 who always make lots and lots of problem.
know, i'm tired of everything really, sometimes i feel like going out alone to the beach and cry out really loud, everything seems to hide inside my heart.
i really need a listening ears, a shoulder to cry.
nobody actually knows how badly i feel or felt.
i've nothing to rant so i've to rant inside here & inside twitter..
i really hate people giving me attitude, really, i really don't owe you anything.
i try my best to save this relationshit up, you only got your friends friends and friends,
you don't even understand me much, i've always been so understanding what i get?
working so hard to work and get money, when really in deep shit we got no money, i've borrowed from dad, friends all letting my pride down and everything. you only think of yourself.
i miss those days, when i'm sad i went for party drinking liquors/beers singing songs dancing ~
i'm sorry friends, i really disappoint you people once again.
i feel like going farfar away from here, really...